Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Just had an Exam Today - Ugh !!

Just had an Exam in Music Theory
and It was Awful - I hadn't a Clue !!
I do not know do I have some form of Dyslexia??
I Do Regard myself as Inarticulate
[clumsy ackward and inexact with Words]
and I am even more hopeless with Numbers and Symbols
The Exam was about Music Notation:writing and reading Music
and I was completely Blank;it might as well have been
Ancient Greek or Swahili I was been Quized about
I was completely Blank !!

my self esteem was Zilch afterwards !!

until What Rescued me and Raised me Up
was I started Singing an Air:
[a piece of Music that 'Came'to me !!!!]
and the Urge to Play it on the Piano
became Overwhelming !!!!
and my Self Belief was Restored !!!!
I was Happy Once more - Thank God !!!!


I have a Real Gift in Music !!!!
I Really Feel Good about my Gift !!!!
It is a Very Real Gift !!!!
and It Really Cheers me Up !!!!

Thank God !!!!

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